30 December 2011
It have been a memorable finale fitting for the year. It was never a planned occasion but it turned out great. All the usual suspects were there. They duly came calling once their name being mentioned. Like a pack of wolfs we gathered for our last dinner of the year. Nothing to shout about just a sweet arrange reserved table for 12. And the servings was mere fried kuey teow.
There were exchange of gifts. Not that kind of Christmas presents. It just a token souvenir from a foreign land. It came a little 2 months too late but nobody was complaining. Getting everyone together was more challenging and why bother on other petty things.
The gap age different was just numbers. There were many things to relate ourselves with. Be it past experience, current or the future. Each of us has embark on a different life and career path yet everyone acknowledged each other presence throughout the dinner. That's more endearing. Laughter and joy like the old days when commitment and priority were never part of our daily life.
After Dinner was at the hype-st place in town. Enjoying till the last bit of its freshness slurp considering how much we had paid for. Again, it not about the money spent but the relationship we have built over these years. We have become brothers and sisters of our own.
The right people has come right in front of my eyes and I thank you God coz u made me knew it.
Really appreciate the company and hope we can become better friends in many years to come.
Happy New Year guys.
4 December 2011
Writing has become alien to me. It's a shame, real shame. I could not longer express myself the way I use to be a year ago. It's not because I need a new motivation or a fresh inspiration; I just stop. I failed miserable in that department.
There is no more joy, there is no more thunder. It is just you trapped in your on mind like the movie 'being john malkovich' and you vertigo-ed your own downfall. Yes it is that bad.
Remember when Forrest Gump decided to run... he just run.. "Run Forrest, Run!". He just simply listen to his heart or maybe over listen to the whisper of his child sweetheart, Jenny.
But when he decided to call it a day, he just stop and find his way back home. Just like that.
I think I am in that phase at the moment. The moment when you dunno how to begin and worst you are clueless to end. The period when you are only good at writing in 140 characters.
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