30 January 2008

life journey, seems to fade away.

"Aku tak mungkin berpatah balik... namun tak bererti aku tak menoleh lagi ke belakang."

Those words keep coming back to me everytime i did my routine checkin' of myself. I have this one habit of looking back each year and see how did i fair in general.

Looking back:-

in 1991 - as one of the 12 students who manage to skor 4A's in public exam.. not bad eh.

Go bit later in 1994 - as a Third Former who'd been struggling to secure his place at one alma mater (thank goodness i did skor! and survive another 2 years there)

1996- Great memories and bad that blend in together.. i wish i could turn back time to be back at the moment when i damaged my knee ligament. Yelling at myself to be extra careful.. how i wish.

2000- transition from a bell nerdy to a slick siswa and a reserve officer. Love blossom in the air.. but never went through.. i could have say 'i love you' even though i know we werent meant to be together.

year 2001, the year i met her.. YES!

year 2005 - when i did the biggest sacrifice of all for letting my day job go for a greater opportunity in history.. is it worthwhile?

2007 - when i accept the akad and become a husband to my beloved wife.

Looking back.. it always nice to notice the good, the bad and the ugly of yourself. Sheer determination, patience and past experience help me made through this far.. and i am wondering is it worth enough to give myself a pat at the back?

time will tell my dear.

moqq : B- for now

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