losing faith in me..

for the past weeks i did some soul searching..
i need to find what actually meant for me...
it seems that not everything was right in place.
it obvious that i am confused about myself..
and the surroundings before me.
i need to work fast.. i need to walk straight...
otherwise.. i will lose in faith..
please god.. guide me thru in this toughen times.
Amin.